Nature does not judge. It shows us our creation, exactly as constructed.

Horses, the other kingdoms and realms of consciousness were my friends, the only way I knew how to have friends. Listening to horses, how they listen to each other, how they live in community became the greatest guidance. My thoughts and the way I see the world became shaped almost completely by my sense of how horses are with each other and with humans. Their immense compassion leaves me speechless.

I spent my teenage years trying to find a way to live the truth I felt in my heart, but I found no space for it in the outside world. By the time I was 24, I decided I didn't want to be here anymore, and I laid down to die, literally.

I reached that point of final choice, to stay in the body or to leave. I chose to stay, with the divine assistance of the angelic friends who came to me as I was right at that choice point. They reminded me why I came here in the first place, and I was downloaded with more information, new information. We laughed and laughed! I chose to stay!

Choosing to stay meant that I chose to awaken, to go through my ascension, from a very human perspective - I did not come back and launch into a profession of higher consciousness. I took a job driving trucks! Then I got into a very abusive marriage which I left after 9 years with a police escort. All of this happened with my conscious awareness of who I am, but feeling helpless and disconnected from the experience of who I am.

Why, if I have any kind of awareness, would I choose to go through life in abuse? The answer is compassion. With all of the awareness in the world, I still lacked compassion for myself, for my own human-ness. I was still SO hard on myself I could barely see at all, and I still could not feel. Five years after the marriage I began to feel again. I found a place beyond the fear, beyond the survival and control mechanisms that were developed by a very advanced mind. Five years later...I came back to love.

Simple perspectives bridge all teachings or modalities and assist us anywhere in life, in any setting. Asking simple questions with no agenda other than facilitating communication gives everyone the space to perceive and be as much of themselves as they choose in any situation. The more we choose to stop judging long enough to receive our own authentic expression, at work, home, in life, the more we realize the gifts we are all here to share. Being that space invites the true abundance we've been working to manifest. 

I have been harder on myself than anyone else ever could be, blaming myself for being confused, for getting lost, for forgetting, for feeling helpless...for betraying myself and god. And I have come back, opened my heart again to the love that, in truth, never left.